this is for me

Sim, eu consigo ser humana e normal o suficiente a ponto de querer criar um lugar público para escrever coisas que na verdade não quero que sejam lidas. Meio Morrisey "Shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way?! I am human and I need to be loved, just like anybody else does!"

-I'm the only thing I really have, at al...-

- but wait just one minute here, I can see that she's trying to need me... -


And no, I don't wanna talk about this. I wanna talk about all that I'm carrying underneath this surface. Me, carrying things under the surface... who would say?!
I never actually believed the gutt feeling I had that the world could be so goddamn ironic to the point of making me more distant from you, because of deciding to have the courage and the honesty of stepping away from him. But here we are, and I feel lost, without your eyes.

mundane:

You can't make people like you, it's against the rules. We all know that. And yet we spend all our lifes trying to break that fist rule. Either they like you, or they don't, and that's that.
But you can help them see it?
That's probably our hope of breach in the law.
It's like gravity: you can't fly, but you ARE allowed to jump.

Actually, all I usually want to say and can't (which is the whole purpose of this space) can be put in quotes. SO...

BOWIE!


I
I will be king
And you
You will be queen
Though nothing will
Drive them away
We can beat them
Just for one day
We can be Heroes
Just for one day

And you
You can be mean
And I
I'll drink all the time
'Cause we're lovers
And that is a fact
Yes we're lovers
And that is that

Though nothing
Will keep us together
We could steal time
Just for one day
We can be Heroes
For ever and ever
What d'you say

I
I wish you could swim
Like the dolphins
Like dolphins can swim
Though nothing
Will keep us together
We can beat them
For ever and ever
Oh we can be Heroes
Just for one day

I
I will be king
And you
You will be queen
Though nothing
Will drive them away
We can be Heroes
Just for one day
We can be us
Just for one day

I
I can remember
Standing
By the wall
And the guns
Shot above our heads
And we kissed
As though nothing could fall
And the shame
Was on the other side
Oh we can beat them
For ever and ever
Then we can be Heroes
Just for one day

We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
Just for one day
We can be Heroes
We're nothing
And nothing will help us
Maybe we're lying
Then you better not stay
But we could be safer
Just for one day