"but this won't work now the way it once did"

So when what I wanted to write was butterflies and streams, and all that silly shit, here I am, trapped with the other side of what I can't say. Okay, so today we're on a differente subject:

CONFUSION
(Alice in Chains)

There's no time to give at all
I cause you grief and blow my hatred
Further in your mind
You reach, I run, you fall
On skinned knees you crawl

I want to set you free, recognize my disease!!!!!
Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering
You're there crying, I feel not a thing
Drilling my way deeper in your head
Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead

So you sit and think of love
I wait, hate all the more, I fall
On skinned knees I crawl

I want to set you free, recognize my disease
Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering
You're there crying, I feel not a thing
Drilling my way deeper in your head
Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead

Now there's time to give it all
I put my fears behind again (!!!!!!)
On skinned knees well crawl

I want to set you free, recognize my disease
Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering
Youre there crying, I feel not a thing
Drilling my way deeper in your head
Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead
Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering


As Alanis would say "as will these boys gone through like water"

but in reality I DO see the meaning f these boys gone through like water. a trilha dos desejos que leva `a verdadeira vontade. E não é que ela seja perigosa, é que necessariamente ela causa danos. A todos. Infelizmente também não há garantias de que chegando `a verdadeira vontade (será que se chega `a verdadeira vontade quando se descobre ela? ou só se de fato se consegue ela?) não haverá sofrimento. Na verdade verdadeira mesmo, a única garantia é o próprio sofrimento. SEMPRE sabemos que no fim algo vai nos fazer sofrer. Não estou sendo dramática, juro, isso não é tão trágico quanto parece.

"Strange dear, but true, dear...."
(Cole is God)

"Such conflicting questions rise
Around in my brain: should I order cynanide
Or order champagne?"


"when (you're) down"